Bad Dream

It started with a light buzz and a drunk love I'm caught in a freefall They don't care about us I'm in a minus You call my name Hard to explain these thoughts in my brain The whiskey hits hard All the shame A gun to my head It was loud It was all in my head Just the sound And in the end of all Nothing makes sense My brain behind me on the wall Could I've imagined such dead end? My parents are clueless Think I'm the coolest They don't know a thing My friends would say ruthless Say I'm a nuisance I hear them talk about me And it's hard to believe I'm starting to see My life is a bad dream If you ever wake up Just know There's a place in my head where we go And in the end of all Nothing makes sense My brain behind me on the wall Could I've imagined such dead end?