I'm like this now

This is not love I carry the blame Now I can look back clear With a colder frame On words like barbed wire Not the speeches we once spun From some frantic spark Not the easy days and nights And without making my choice sound hard I heard, almost calm The answer that was set aside Forgive me, I did not love, no You will never be dear Forgive you? I did that long ago I heard, almost calm The answer that was set aside Forgive me, I did not love, no You will never be dear Forgive you? I did that long ago It's all gone