Happier? (New!)

I'm sliding down the amount of grass It's your nightly chance Do you wanna fall out Bed? I'm holding back all the time 'Cause everything Is overgrown and charred I'm hanging by a thread On a vine I'm asking for help from above I'm tryna find a reason to love 'Cause I'm in debt I'm rolling back You made the mess You can Let you keep I'm holding back all the signs When I really should've gone to the nine It Eats me alive all the time I remember I Had something to give I'm tryna find a reason To live And so you know that our time is all Gone In all this time I hope you find A way to be happier, happier Through all the lights The darkest nights I wish you were happier, happier And all you know This world's so cold So won't you pretend like we could never wonder Why In all this time I hope you Find A way to be happier, Happier Turning back Turning my back again Never look back Never look back again I'm taking my time I'm learning to let you In But I needed you to guide me home soon And I know you see right through me We Always lie The hand goes backwards I count the time In all this time I hope you find A way to be happier, happier Through all the lights The darkest Nights I wish you were happier, Happier And all you know This world's so cold So won't you pretend like we could never wonder Why In all this time I hope you Find A way to be happier, Happier