No Bridge

Crossing. These crossroads of my life. Lost, give or pay, can't get no rest at Night. Toes lose my mind's wandering, What's happened to me? And when did these plows start following me Again and again? Gray sky, streets filled with rain. Another pill, another drink. Drowning my worries, Drowning the pains, drowning all my pain. Gray sky, streets filled with rain as it rains Down on me. Fueling all my fears, So much of me No one else can see. No one else can see. They don't wanna see. I got nowhere to hide to get away at All. No bridge to cross, I just continue To fall. I fall. I fall. Trying To find that path. No roads lead me there. I'm trying to stay up When no one else cares for me, For me. I might just run away from this face and My faults. Battles I've fought, The battles that I've lost. I keep crossing the same damn roads, One more and again I'm lost. Any direction confuses me with disbelief in my Thoughts. I got nowhere to hide to get away at All. No bridge to cross, I just continue to fall. I fall. Dark Rain rolls over me. Light fuels to my fears. No edge for protection. Rain down on me, rain down on me. Rain down on me. Nowhere to hide to get away from it all. No bridge to cross, I just continue to fall. I fall. I fall. Yeah, I'm trying to find that way. No roads lead me there. I'm trying to stay up and when no one Else cares. I'm out in the open, I'm scared to hell. Only way to cope is another drink or another Drill. Or another damn pill. Oh, I need some cover, a place that's safe. A place to shelter me, a path to help Me find my way. A bridge to cross, I can't continue to fall. I'll fade. With nowhere to shelter me, with no edge in Sight. I just need a ledge, It's all I need. It's all I need. There's just no way Out. Nowhere for me. Not me.