Paper and Pen

Stuck between being a boy And growing into being a man. Emotions run too high For me to understand. A first love that I thought would never end. A girl so sweet, I wrote love notes with Paper and pen. Days and life flew by, Not sure where it went. Still think back on those memories and her love And what it meant. I just sit here and stare, thinking what might Have been. Can't put down in words even with This paper and pen. What might have been, what could have been, What should have been, what could have been, What should have been. Been too long to put down These words with paper and pen. Moved on, moved away, met my girl forevermore. My thoughts, my feelings, I never let her in, Never let her know. The life that she gave, the beats within my Heart, the aches that went away when we were Together and never apart. I just sit here and stare, thinking what might Have been. Can't put down in words even with This paper and pen. What might have been, what could have been, What should have been, what could have been, What should have been. Been too long to put down These words with paper and pen. Aged and withered, growing older day by day. Wishing I had shared a thought or two. A feeling, A whisper for me to say. What she meant to me, the happiness within my Life. The feelings every day that I felt with Her as my wife. I just sit here and stare, thinking what might Have been. Can't put down in words even with This paper and pen. What might have been, what could have been, What should have been, what could have been, What should have been. Been too long to put Down these words with paper and Pen. Paper and pen. Now the words are here. Paper and pen. My life from beginning to end. Paper and pen. Paper to pen. Just my thoughts with a paper and pen.