Kurt n Courtney E

And I lost all hope. Don't get me wrong. I'ma go cocaine. And I got my thing up in my mouth. And I feel the cocaine. My sucks, it'll never Change. But it ain't no thing. Let my thing go bang. Ain't no one gon' give a fuck, shit. 'Til you spill your brain. My vein all up and down. No fuck around, shit. No cry for help. Ain't nobody gonna cry for me, shit. 'Til I kill myself. I took some pills, went and I passed out. Drank some whiskey, had a whole glass now. Still woke up sick the next day. I guess I'm passed out. I don't wanna wake up every day. I think I'm losing it. I don't wanna leave, don't wanna stay. Bitch, you ruined it. Maybe you're not calling me or maybe I'm not Calling. Maybe you're just using me or want me In the dirt. I don't wanna wake up every Day. I think I'm losing it. I don't wanna leave, don't wanna stay. Bitch, you ruined it. Maybe you're not calling me or maybe I'm not Calling. Maybe you're just using me or want me In the dirt. I took a whole bottle of Advil. Handful of some fent. Took a couple of Percocet. But I ain't dead yet. Drank a whole bottle of Jack. I might've drank a fifth. Still got me some cocaine. Should've been here, bitch. I should get up in my car. Drive up off a cliff. Swerving in out of every lane, bitch. 'Cause life ain't shit. I just smoked me some meth. Now I just can't sleep. I know everything will be okay, shit. When I'm down six feet. I don't think I'll Ever gon' be happy. Might go put a hole in my shit. I don't really wanna live no more 'cause that's What I told my bitch. I might jump off a building. High enough I won't feel it. Hang myself from the ceiling. Hate myself so I'm killing. I don't want marijuana, no. Drink some bleach, I'm a goner. Listen to Nirvana and drink myself in a coma. I don't need me no shrink. I don't need medication. I don't need no bitch when I'm on a Permanent vacation. I don't wanna wake up every day. I think I'm losing it. I don't wanna leave, don't wanna stay. Bitch, you ruined it. Maybe you're not calling me or maybe I'm not Calling. Maybe you're just using me or want me In the dirt. I don't wanna wake up every Day. I think I'm losing it. I don't wanna leave, don't wanna stay. Bitch, you ruined it. Maybe you're not calling me maybe I'm not calling. Maybe you're just using me or want me in The dirt. I don't wanna wake up every every Day. I don't Wanna leave, don't wanna stay. Fucking bitch.