Isolation E

This time I'll cut myself. Goodbye, I think I'll fade away and take some Pills so I can celebrate, okay. Smoke some cigarettes. I drink a fifth and I don't even wanna Get a job, piece of shit. I lay around and I'm wishin' I was dyin'. Sayin' that I'm good but lyin', bah. You act like don't exist. Blood drippin' down my wrist, uh. You don't ever wanna see me on my own, Lonely. And you don't ever try to call my phone, No. And sometimes you'd rather be alone, Oh man. Promise I won't cut myself no more, Oh. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep. I don't wanna think about it and I don't Wanna have nothin' to eat, No. Whiskey and razor blades. Drown the voices in my brain. Just go away, Way. Sleepin' in my clothes, yeah. Losin' my composure. Every day I'm gettin' older. Heart is gettin' colder. It is what it is. It was what was. No longer feelin' love. Bro turned his friend to drugs. Ain't took a bath in like four days. I don't wanna do my hair, brush my teeth. I don't wanna shave. Went to Cami on a Thursday. Don't wanna see me on my worst day. You don't ever wanna see me on my own, Lonely. And you don't ever try to call my phone, No. And sometimes you'd rather be alone, Oh man. Promise I won't cut myself no more, Oh. La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la. La-la-la-la-la-la-la, Uh.