what i am now

Never told me I look good Maybe it's just I forgot Never really looked at me Until I Grew up to be Maybe they thought that I Knew And instead of love they threw Only words That hurt me more If I got it then Would I not have known? What I am now What I am now What I am now What I am now This feeling I grew up And they're meant to Tell me that Every single part of me Needs Improvement and some shape I tried to chase this Love Where it wasn't to be found I tried Very hard but still Couldn't find the Answer What Am I now? What Am I now? What am I now? Hated My own body for too long But Then it changed I saw Beauty, my eyes were free I Sheltered little by little I Saw What I am now What I am now What I am now What I am now