Not the one

How can your kindness cut deeper than any blade? How do I leave when the guilt won't fade? I'm no healer, I'm winter, I'm bitter frost. All I bring is the ashes of everything we Lost. I'm searching for reasons to burn it all Down. Sick of pretending I can still stick Around. I'm done with the words, I've got nothing left. I just wanna watch this love die a slow Death. You're not the one, can you hear what I'm saying? Let go of my hands, there's no point in Staying. I'm right on the edge, we've been playing too Long. Two frozen hearts where we don't Belong. I bathed in your light, I drank from your Soul. But your love became poison I can't Control. I broke every promise, I chose my own hell. Now I'm stepping off the edge, Can you even tell? I dug this pit with my own two hands. Poured poison straight into my veins. Stubborn and stupid, I kept building chains. Now I'm trapped in this prison of pain. What are you holding? What's left in your chest? The war is over, baby, lay it to rest. I'm hollow, I'm burned by my own demon's curse. I need this silence to kill the Last of my thirst. I'm drowning in my own Lies. Just let me go.