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i would never... fkin... forgive you! junoes always happen, it's always happen if its getting in my head people always getting mad at me cant control myself cant control my fkin self don't care what you'd like to say what u say what u say *i would never!* makes so much fkin sense makes so much fkin sense its getting in my head honestly i'd like to cut it off and never see the light again taking off my head taking off my head taking off my head taking off my head disjointed components bloody marks here, on my body or whatever still remains of it is this my final end? is this how life just goes away with me ending my pathetic self? я родилась в россии я выгляжу как ***** я и есть ***** а ещё я... я ненавижу вас я ненавижу вас at the end of the day... i would want to live a long... and fulfilling life... but... it seems like its not going that way...