i know you hate me E

I've been fighting with thoughts and temptations. I'm not good at holding conversations. Bear with me, baby, please just be patient. Want you here, I don't want my bed vacant. Every night, we been fighting and fucking and Loving. I don't know if I hate this shit Or love it. Don't wanna keep going, but don't Wanna cut it. In a predicament, But won't discuss it, no. You say you love me, but I know you Hate me. And it won't phase me. Don't know what I'm facing. I never been chasing. You never explain that. I'm gone on the weekends. I'm off the deep end. Nothing ever makes sense. Watch you walk out my life and it ain't Been the same since. Put it in the past tense. I was playing the offense, but now I'm on Defense. And I said you were the one that Was crazy. I shoulda had better judgment, I was lazy. Now I stay in a record label, I'm on Vacay. I shoulda known that you were trouble when You made me say that I love you so Much, I don't want you to leave. And that you were the one that was pulling My strings. And then you went and ripped my Heart up into pieces. I never thought it would reach this. You say you love me, but I know you Hate me. And it won't phase me. Don't what I'm facing. I never been chasing. You never explain that. I'm gone on the weekends. I'm off the deep end. Nothing ever makes sense. Watch you walk out my life and it ain't Been the same since. Put it in the past tense. I was playing the offense, but now I'm on Defense. And once you leave, there's no coming back. I don't wanna see your face, and on top Of that, I don't want you on my phone, No, I'm not texting back. I know no matter what you do that you'll Come running back. And don't try to backtrack on shit that you Said. 'Cause to me, in my head, you're already Dead. So I'm gonna let you rest in peace. Uh, hopefully this'll end the misery.