Final Breath E

I'm twiddling my thumbs, don't know what comes next. Pop inside my phone, I see a new text. My heart's pounding fast, beating out my chest. Never sleeping night, I never can rest. Every time I close my eyes, you pop into My head. And sometimes when I close my eyes, I wish that I was dead. One shot, put a bullet through my fucking head. Inhale, exhale, take my final breath. Fight with myself, fighting every single night. Say I'm fine but I'm not, not even in The slightest. Running out of words, I don't know How to say it right. I could never tell the difference, never know what's Wrong and what is right. Fight with myself, Fighting every single night. Say I'm fine but I'm not, not even in The slightest. Running out of words, I don't know How to say it right. I could never tell the difference, never know what's Wrong and what is right. And I could try to open up to you. Could try to tell you the truth. But when I do, I'm mute. This feeling in the air is nothing new. It's something that I gotta get used to. I struggle with my thoughts, I can't break through. I don't know where to fall, don't turn days Blue. open up my mouth, I hope you know That I'm not shutting up. If I ever get invited to parties, I'm not Showing up. I promise to my family and my Brothers that I'm going now. I don't know why you're texting my phone 'cause I don't give a fuck. I'll that resting bitch Face. Fill my heart up with hate. Fill me up inside my head, I know made A mistake. I'll resting bitch face. Fill my heart up with hate. Fill me up inside my head, I know I Made a mistake. Fight with myself, Fighting every single night. Say I'm fine but I'm not, even in the Slightest. Running out of words, I don't know how To say it right. I could never tell the Difference, never know what's wrong and what is Right. Fight with myself, fighting every single Night. Say I'm fine but I'm not, not even In the slightest. Running out of words, I don't Know how to say it right. I could never tell the difference, never know what's Wrong and what is right.