Identity E

I struggle with myself and my identity. And trust seem to alter my amenity. I said I needed help, you were not there For me. You say you were my friend, but You're an enemy. I struggle with myself and my identity. And trust seem to alter my amenity. I said I needed help, you were not there For me. You say you were my friend, but You're an enemy. All my feelings, don't want hurt anyone close. I don't wanna bring you into my mess, So it's better you don't know. I know that I'm a messed up, but everybody Fucks up. Open up my wound even though I Know it's a deep cut. Holding this shit in But I know enough is enough. Never wanna talk about it, never wanna discuss. Fall into this mindset, I can't shake it, I can't leave. Don't let anyone into my life, I think it's bad for me. Keep my thoughts inside my head, Don't wanna fuck up, make a scene. I don't trust a lot of people 'cause I Always get deceived. Sick and tired, I don't wanna be the nice Guy. You hurt me bad, so now you're gonna Pay a high price. I should've seen it coming, coming into my Hindsight. I'm losing track of the time, Looking at time fly. Always seem to forget, I always seem to regret. Cutting everyone off, don't wanna talk, won't Connect. Lipstick on my neck, I miss it, Know I regret. Cigarettes on my lips, no chemicals On my breath. Telling tales of fantasy. Slowly falling, a catastrophe. I slowly burn in agony. My tears will fall, stain on my tee. You got me in your trance and I can't Seem to shake it. No one ever wants to listen, keep my mouth Closed, I won't say shit. Yeah. I struggle with myself and my identity. And trust seem to alter my amenity. I said I needed help, you were not there For me. You say you were my friend, but You're an enemy. I struggle with myself and my identity. And trust seem to alter my amenity. I said I needed help, you were not there For me. You say you were my friend, but You're an enemy. Tell but no one knows. Feel this way, don't show. Hold your words, don't choke. Keep it in control. Tell but no one knows. Feel this way, don't show. Hold your words, don't choke. Keep it in control. Scars on my body, but I think they are A keepsake. Trying to be nice to everybody, Everyone wanna be fake. Thankful for my friends and my family, know I Appreciate. Know that I need help 'cause I been Trapped inside this bad place. Depression coming in and don't know if it'll stop. Self-confidence, it comes up and then drops. Don't know if it's worth it, it's worth the Talk. I don't wanna drag you into this at All.