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I've been on the edge for a while. It's getting hard to breathe, it's getting hard to Smile. I don't know who I should call or I should dial. I know I need some help, but that shit's Expired. All the shit that goes on inside my Head. All the tears that have fallen and have Been shed. All the ties that have been cut Like some thread. I can't describe what I've been Running out of my head. You you believe me, but push me out to The side. I can't tell if you're telling the Truth telling a lie. Never knew how I should open up, I keep It inside. Ain't nobody there to help me when They hear my cries. And you say that you got me, but I Know that you don't. I don't need your fucking Help, so leave me the fuck alone. I don't got a lot of friends, I'm used To being alone. I don't got to go outside, I'm always staying At home. Why you always gotta talk, talk, Talk, talk, talk? All I hear is fucking blah, Blah, blah, blah, I don't like you, no, You block, block, block, block, block. Not my friend, no, not you, nah, nah, nah, Nah. Got a want to go, I got nowhere I can run. I'm staring at my feelings through The barrel of this gun. Can't talk about my feelings, no, they always get Shunned. I've been losing track of time, Tripping too long. Lately been scared, Not leaving the house. And I'm fiending on they jealous of the people They around. So I close my eyes and I Shut my mouth. It's the funniest shit when it all goes pear Ass up, shit faced. I tried to be kind, that's a mistake. They act like we're friends, but it's all fake. Got my air the laundry for display. You can tell me, do you know my hurt? You never will until you see your brother on A shirt. But it's okay, 'cause I'ma blow my Brain. Before I'm twenty-three, before I'm Seventeen. And I know that you don't know this When I talk. Got way too much on my mind. Now I'm asking myself, am I even surprised? And before I go, please take a slice. You believe push me out to the side. I can't tell if you're telling the truth or Telling a lie. Never knew how I should open Up, I keep it inside. Ain't nobody there to help me when they hear My cries. And you say that you got me, but I Already know that you don't. I don't need your Fucking help, so leave me the fuck alone. I don't got a lot of friends, I'm used To being alone. I don't got to go outside, I'm always staying At home. Why you always gotta talk, talk, Talk, talk, talk? All I hear is fucking blah, Blah, blah, blah, I don't like you, no, you Block, block, block, block, block. Not my friend, no, not you, nah, nah, Nah. Why you always gotta talk, talk, talk, Talk? All I hear is fucking blah, blah, blah, Blah, blah. I don't like you, no, you block, Block, block, block, block. Not my friend, no, you, nah, nah, Nah, nah.