Mean Girls E

Speaking from the heart. Don't know where to start. Wish we weren't apart. Close but feel so far. Never seem to change. Mind filled up with pain. Over text complain. I wish that you'd stay. Thoughts always dwell in my mind. Sitting silent like I'm mine. Feel like I'm wasting my time. Stuck at the back of the line. Don't know what I should expect it. I'm clenching the cross on my necklace. It's hard to speak out or confess this. I gotta move on to the next best. Hello. No one is available to take your call. Please leave a message after the tone. I promised I would change, now I gotta make It right. I been smiling all day, but I'm Struggling at night. I been trying to talk to you, all you Wanna do is fight. What the fuck I gotta Do to make all of this shit right? Down bad, I can never seem to catch a Fucking break. I been staying up and thinking every Night, staying up late. I been wondering when I'll die, wonder what is My fate. I been tryna change my life, I been cleaning up my plate. I been doing real good, I can't go back. Remember when she broke my heart? Yeah, that's a throwback. Should've known it from the start, I should've known That. I'll never be the fucking same, I should've Known that. Wake me up, this feels like a Dream. Never knew girls could be this mean. Turning heads when I popped on the scene. Broke me down, broke me like a screen. Wake me up, this feels like a dream. Never knew girls could be this mean. Turning heads when I popped on the scene. Broke me down, broke me like a screen. I Said what's on my head and I ain't never Cap. You hear that beat, nigga, Yeah, go run it back. I got my heart broken but then I got It my back. I been making my dad proud, Yeah, I know that he is glad. I been making all these songs so that I Don't gotta be sad. I just got me a New shirt, nigga you know that bitch is plaid. Why you looking at me funny, nigga, why are You so mad? Running right into the racks, Feel like an Olympiad. Shout out to my brothers, nigga, shout out to My lads. Gotta put on for my city, there's No way I go outside. I promised I would change, now I gotta make It right. I been smiling all day, but I'm Struggling at night. I been trying to talk to you, all you Wanna do is fight. What the fuck I gotta Do to make all of this shit right? I promised I would change, now I gotta make It right. I smiling all day, but I'm struggling At night. I been trying to talk to you, All you wanna do is fight. What the fuck I gotta do to make all Of this shit right?