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I swear we talk all the time. Feel like an actor. I got no sense of Time. What am I after? Tell me that you meant it. Wrong answer. Acting like I'll fix it. You got it backwards. Know we talked last night. What'd you do after? I got no sense of time. Lost in the laughter. Tell me that I'm worth it. Make it matter. I wish that I was perfect. Happy ever after. 'Cause we talk all the time. Feel like an actor. I got no sense of time. What am I after? Tell me that you meant it. Wrong answer. Acting like I'll fix it. You got it backwards. I know called last night. I didn't answer. I got no sense of time. Lost in the laughter. Tell me that I'm worth it. Make it matter. I wish that I was perfect. Happy ever after. I feel the sadness turn to Anger. What's the matter? I put love up on a platter, but that Shit shatters. How I mind my business, bitch, You're a witness. All this work I put into This shit made me lifeless. Yeah, I see they try to judge me, But are they happy? I know that everything I Could be, but I just wanna feel free. Guess I'm worth it. I'm just a bother. I wanna live my life happy ever after. 'Cause we talk all the time. Feel like an actor. I got no sense of time. What am I after? Tell me that you meant it. Wrong answer. Acting like I'll fix it. You got it backwards. Know called last night. I didn't answer. I got sense of time. Lost in the laughter. Tell me that I'm worth it. Make it matter. I wish that I was perfect. Happy ever after. My mind drifts away to a vacant place. I wanna talk, but it's hard for me, I'm too afraid. I don't believe in myself, I think that I'm A waste. You left me broken, yeah, You left me in some disarray. I know you might think that I'm a fuck Up. I run my mouth, I can never seem To shut up. My feelings run away and I can't seem to Catch up. I'm tryna relieve all this stress and all this Pressure. Try to build a wall, but it keep Crashing right down. I'm sitting in my silence, I will not make A sound, no. All these thoughts go inside of my head, spin Around, but it's so hard to let my guard Back up when it's down. Now I'm feeling in my chest, I can feel My heart pulsing. You know I been praying, you already know I Hurt so. There's a hole inside of my heart As deep as the ocean. Putting all that effort to let all my thoughts Occur. 'Cause we talk all the time. Feel like an actor. I got no sense of time. What am I after? Tell me that you meant it. Wrong answer. Acting like I'll fix it. You got it backwards. Called last night. I didn't answer. I got no sense of time. Lost in the laughter. Tell me that I'm worth it. Make it matter. I wish that I was perfect. Happy ever after.