Threefaced E

I don't know if I should do like a Actual intro or not, but if this is good Enough, I'll just leave it in 'cause fuck it, Why not? Looking out for fakes, cleaning out my Garden, mow the grass. I been tryna smoke away my pain and smoke Away my past. Got a smile on my face Right now, I hope that this shit lasts. People tell me I need help, the only thing I do is laugh. Put on a mask, why You so fake? If ain't gotta tell thang. Fuck another sleep, I stay, and I stay awake. Words stuck inside my throat, don't know what I'm Gon' say. I don't like to follow rules, Don't think I'ma behave. I don't need help, I'll be okay. Can't fall asleep, I stay awake. Death on my mind, mind not dead. Tryna cut it out, been tryna chase. I tried. You lied. Tears in my eyes. Struggling to survive. I got some dark thoughts every night, but I Don't wanna worry anyone. Stress is on my back, it's on my shoulders, And it weighs a ton. Smile on my face To hide the pain, I'm never havin' fun. Tryna run away from this cycle, I'm tryna fuckin' Run. Try, but never can succeed. Lies you tell me, can't believe. Better come correct, watch your tone when you come And talk to me. Hate you, but you wanna Link. Said come back, you wanna plead. I don't want you back in my life 'cause There is no fuckin' us. Talking to myself. Wonder 'bout my health. Life feels like a hell. Secrets to myself. Drifts away, set sail. Vitals start to fail. Skin slowly turns pale. Like my soul for sale. Tryna change my habits, it's hard to change Ways. I'm only goin' back, it's my only form Escape.