Calm E

I wonder why I feel this way. My mind drifts away. Bite my tongue, don't know what to say. I hold back. My true feeling deep down. On the edge, I might take a leap down. Rest my eyes, I might go to sleep now. I know I made some past mistakes. I know I might seem like fake. Look at the knife on my wrist, my life Will take. Too tired to even stay awake. I'm sorry I can't stop. I know this might be a lot. I don't wanna hurt you on the top. Alone on the road, I'll walk. I know that I hurt you bad. Know I messed up, regret that. No more smiles, never laugh. Shatter, broken like a glass. I've been struggling with myself, I've been str-str- Str-I've been struggling with myself, I've been str-str-str-I've been struggling with Myself, I've been str-str-I've been struggling with Myself, I've been str-str-str-Cold Air Hitting my face. No Feeling in the first place. I Know we all make mistakes. My Smile Always seems so fake.