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I put my phone in DND, don't look at My texts. And I know there's something wrong with Me, I know I'm a mess. And I don't care what you gon' show me, I'll never be impressed. I never seen the past month text. Had to say, "Fuck you," 'cause I know I Made me a bad mistake. "Fuck you," that I don't have to see another Day. "Fuck you," I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna wake. My reality, I'ma run away. Close the door and know I'm never gonna open It up. If you look in my eyes, you Can tell I never gave a fuck. I know I'll never be anything, I'll never be Enough. It's time to process all these thoughts, It's time to come up with stuff. To say to people that ask me if I'm Okay. 'Cause I know that I'm not, I never Was and any day, why? But I don't even have a lot of friends, I'm always betrayed. Stabbed me in the back and left me dead In the street I lay. Walk inside a party, they said that I'm banned Now. Always judging but don't know what I been Through. you want smoke? Then come and try, see where it land you. You piss me off, I'm sick and tired, I Can't withstand you. Know you in the wrong but never wanna say It. Pointed to my chest, you broke it and Betrayed it. All of these memories and thoughts, They keep replaying. And yeah, the puppeteer, I know you wore the Shredded suit. Had "Fuck you," 'cause I know I Made me a bad mistake. "Fuck you," that I don't have to see another Day. "Fuck I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna wake. "Escape from" my reality, I'ma run away. "Fuck you," 'cause I know I made me a Bad mistake. "Fuck you," that I don't have to See another day. "Fuck you," I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna wake. "Escape from" my reality, I'ma run away. Me coming up is so exhausting. I keep fucking up, but now everybody's watching, Watching. Like, was it worth it, what it cost Me? Block me. Baby, I would give it up on the pride That I got left in me. I understate it 'cause you pry so incessantly. My course is straight, always go crying to him Desperately. Your love is fake, you're only high off The ecstasy. But maybe I better be. I'm so done treating death like a secret. Staring me down, killing every belief. Living a short life just getting ready to pass Away. I was tryna survive, maybe I had to Say... "Fuck you," 'cause I know I made me A bad mistake. "Fuck that I don't have to see another day. "Fuck I'm sick and tired, I don't wanna wake. "Escape from" my reality, I'ma run away.