Immortal

Blackening my pride I used to play a game Not given a chance to a vivid burning Flame Where Am I? Am I here too long? Why No one knows my name? Is there any way back home Or I'll stay here for long? Threatening my fate, punishing my side You're stealing up And wanting at my heart Punishing me Going Back and down I see So much light In the dream that is free The day has no end My fault Remains the same Gives me joy, Gives me joy I cannot be reborn Never Know how Trapped in a self-made cage My will's So strong And all I want is Satisfy my God I promise you I'll please you with my best Just take this rose apart A Momentary threat Inevitable punishment And I'm already submitted A blade Of condemnation Gnawing my heart From the human spite From the space of being I'm taking and giving Every instant of living Like sudden destruction Serenity is seeking It's rushing into the distance No total penetration Only a look of blame From within