Nobody Sees Me Cry

I laugh at their jokes, I light up the Room. But no one sees the quiet behind my Bloom. They say I'm strong, always standing tall. But they don't know how hard it is to Not fall. I say I'm fine, and they believe It fast. But inside, I'm breaking from my past. They see the smile, the mask I wear. But not the nights when I'm gasping for air. Nobody sees me cry when the lights go Out. When silence screams, and I'm full of Doubt. I hold the world, but it's heavy inside. Still I smile, still I hide. Nobody sees me cry. Not tonight. I'm the one they call when things go wrong. The fixer, the fighter, the one who's strong. But who holds me when I can't cope? Who catches me when I lose hope? Nobody sees me cry When the lights go out. When silence screams, and I'm full of Doubt. I hold the world, but it's heavy inside. Still I smile, still I hide. Nobody sees me Cry. Not tonight. If someone stayed when I said I'm fine. If someone saw through my perfect line. Would they still love what they would find? The cracks beneath the truth I blind. So if I'm quiet, look in my eyes. There's a storm behind each disguise. Nobody sees me cry. But I do Every night.