Some Feelings Were Never Meant to Be Said

I watched the light dance across your face, While I stayed anchored in this quiet space. I had the words lined up behind my teeth, But I kept the ocean hidden underneath. It was safer there in the dark, In the cold. Some stories are better left untold. The air between us grew heavy, And thick. I let the silence do the trick. Some feelings were never meant to be said. Some fires are safer kept inside my head. Because if I speak, the world might change, And I'm not ready to feel this strange. So I'll keep the secret, I'll keep the dread. Some feelings were never meant to be Said. Now the city is loud and the nights are Long. I'm still humming the lines of a silent song. I see you walking in a different light, And I wonder if I should've fought the fight. But I mistook protection for a wall. I was so afraid to let the curtain fall. I had the chance, I had the time. But I let the mountain be too high to Climb. Some feelings were never meant to be said. Some fires are safer kept inside my head. Because if I speak, the world might change, And I'm not ready to feel this strange. So I'll keep the secret, I'll keep the dread. Some feelings were never meant to be said. Is it a lie if it's only a thought? Is it a battle if it's never been fought? I'm screaming your name in the back of my Mind, but out here, I'm just leaving you Behind. Some feelings were never meant to be said. Some fires are safer kept inside my head. I loved you in shadows, I loved you in Red. But some feelings, God, they were never Meant, meant to be said. Just a whisper in the wind instead. I loved You.