What If I'm Still That Boy

I tell the world I've changed my ways. Built my walls, outgrew the pain. But late at night when no one sees, I still reach for what used to be. You want the quiet, soft and low. Like an echo, time won't let go. And every scar I try to hide, still bleeds A little deep inside. They say I should be over you. But what if growing up's not true? What if I'm still that boy, who breaks when He remembers your voice? Who dreams you're still around, Then wakes to find an empty sound. I've lived a life, I've tried to change, But some hearts never rearrange. So tell me, would you still destroy? What if I'm still that boy? I see your face in passing light. In every song that feels too right. The years have gone but I remain, Half a man and half your name. I've held new hands, I've tried to heal, But love like ours still feels too real. And every time I turn away, I hear your Ghost ask me to stay. Maybe time can't touch the part, That still remembers where we start. What if I'm still that boy, who breaks when He remembers your voice? Who dreams you're still around, Then wakes to find an empty sound. I've lived a life, I've tried to change, But some hearts never rearrange. So tell me, would you still destroy? What if I'm still that boy? Oh. If I saw you now, Would you see through me? The man I show, Or the child I used to be. I'm older but my heart still cries, Every time your memory passes by. What if I'm still that boy, Who loves you like he had no choice? Who'd give it all without a plan, Still hoping you'd understand. I've grown older but not apart. You still live inside my heart. And maybe time was just a ploy. 'Cause I'm still that boy.