I Miss Who I Was With You

I used to laugh like I believed in forever. Back when we thought we'd always be together. Now I hear my voice, it doesn't sound the Same. Since you left, I forgot my own name. I dressed for the way you used to see Me. Now I just wear whatever hides Me. You held my hand like I was worth the Fight. Now I don't even sleep through the night. I still check my phone for nothing. Still walk past the places we Loved. I smile, but I feel like a stranger. Even in my own skin, I've had enough. I miss who I was with you. The version of me that Felt brand new. You brought out a light I didn't know I Had. Now everything feels a little more Sad. I don't just miss your touch, your Voice, your truth. I miss who I was with you. People say time should be healing. But I'm still stuck in that same old feeling. Like the best part of me's in the past. And I don't know if it's coming back. I see myself in the mirror, but Barely. You took the girl who used To dare me. To believe in more than just survival. Now I'm just surviving the Arrival. I miss who I was with you. The version of me that felt brand New. You brought out a light I didn't know I Had. Now everything feels a little more Sad. I don't just miss your touch, your Voice, your truth. I miss who I was with you. Maybe she's still somewhere inside. Waiting on a second chance or a sign. But for now, I just breathe through the Ache. Living with all that you take. I miss who I was with you. And I don't know who I'm supposed to Be now.