Used to the Silence

It used to hurt when you wouldn't call. When midnight came, and I felt so small. Now I don't check my phone at all. I've learned how to let the silence fall. I used to wait for footsteps near. Now I sleep through the night without fear. No more ghosts inside these walls. Just the quiet, and that's not all. I'm used to the silence, used to the cold. Used to the space where your love used to Hold. I've grown in the dark. I've found my own light. Don't need your echo to feel all right. I'm used to the silence. And it's not so bad. Your name don't sting like it used to do. I whisper it once and through. I've painted peace Where pain had stayed. And let the past just drift away. I'm used to the silence, used to the cold. Used to the space where your love used to Hold. I've grown in the dark. I've found my own light. Don't need your echo to feel all right. I'm used to the silence. And it's not so bad. Maybe love's not what I thought. Maybe peace is what I've got. No more waiting by the door. I don't miss you anymore. So let the snow fall. Let the night be still. I've got my heart And I've got my will. I'm used to the silence. And it finally feels real.