Self Inflicted Pain

Like a punch to the gut, you cannot breathe. Pain is the color of your shadow and skin. Feeling like a tempest fading away. Darkness overwhelms your sight. Suddenly you never realize it wasn't physical but Psychological. Cannot figure out the source of that Pain but it feels so goddamn real. It feels so goddamn real. A bloodline like a noose nowhere. Without warning or any kind of sign. Such a vicious uncertainty. Living in blind white searching for the truth. It has closed down your eyes. You cannot realize it. Consuming light so damn hard. People call you schizo. Freak with a double mask, a nightmare. They struggle for control in space. Hope I suffocate in ignorance. What's so inside of me doesn't. The cure for this disease is self-inflicted pain. Self-inflicted pain. Running away from facing yourself. Unaware what's really going on. A trap for you is the endless that has No way out. By facing yourself with a battle from within. In one eye, the other one cannot see right. In one eye, the other one cannot see Right. People call you schizo. Freak with a double mask, a nightmare. They struggle for control in space. Hope suffocate ignorance. What's so inside of me doesn't. The cure for this disease is self-inflicted Pain. Self-inflicted pain. Ooh