Almost You

I laugh with somebody Who isn't your name. I hold onto strangers Just to feel okay. They touch me softly, But it feels wrong. Like we're in someone else's Favorite song. You're still in my heartbeat, Still in my head. Even when I'm lying in someone else's bed. 'Cause every time I'm smiling, It's you that I see. A ghost in the mirror staring at Me. They give me love, but it feels Untrue. 'Cause every good moment Looks like you. I go through the motions. I play my part. Pretend I'm not missing the shape of your Heart. Their eyes are warm, But not your light. They don't know my darkness like you did at Night. I keep chasing laughing. I hear your voice telling me Softly I had a choice. Now I'm here, but I'm halfway through. Every memory Leads to you. If I could go back just for a day, I'd tell you everything I was too afraid to Say. Now I hold someone who Holds me tight, But I'm wishing it was you Every night. Every time they kiss me, I feel your Lips. Every little love is a Counterfeit. I'm trying to move on, But it's not true 'cause I still see us In everything I do. They Hold my body, but not my soul. That part of me Is still with you.