Selfish

I'm selfish, I'm a mess, I'm my curse to My bless. Used to underestimate me. They now loving me, hating me. I got hurt in my head. Went through a lot of dirt. Yeah, I drowned, I was struggling, rumbling inside Crumbling. Leaving it all behind me. Found myself redefining me. Sorry, not sorry, for I am what I am. Pardon me to a T. Intact, don't give a damn. I'm selfish, I'm a mess, I'm my curse to My bless. Almost gave up, had enough. Around the edges are rough. My past mistakes I did. Looking back, how I laugh. Now I know what I want, bitch, I'ma get It, I'm tough. Daddy raised self-esteem, Mommy told me to dream. Thankful, so grateful, yeah, I'm faithful. Swear gonna make them proud. Won't surrender, be hateful. Reminder, life's good, don't you doubt. Let people talk shit, 'cause hear this shit. Not perfect, please, no hypocrite. Premeditation out of equation. Less conversations 'cause these days in a haze. Really swear like I care. Told me lies, criticize. I'm authentic, no disguise. Better than before. Bad vibes I ignore. Sad shit no, no more. I ain't no metaphor. Let People talk shit, 'cause hear this shit. Not perfect, please, no hypocrite. Premeditation out of equation. Less conversations 'cause these days in a haze. Really swear like I care. Told me lies, criticize. I'm authentic, no disguise. Better than before. Bad vibes I ignore. Sad shit no, no more. I ain't no metaphor