Hard to Love

I got holes in my heart, ripping me apart. Just stitches on and how can I not? Guess I was wrong from the start, though seems Like a work of art. Tears, tissues, stuffed that up on the spot. Feeling numb, numb, numb, numb. Cut the crap, I'm so done, done, Done, done. Maybe someday, maybe someo-o-o-one. Maybe feel something. Chase what I was running from. Hard to love, hard to give. Hard to take, hard to live. Hard to lie, hard to forgive. In love, hard to Believe. The fear is haunting me, ego taunting me. Softly killing me in my brain. Will I ever be not between the devil and Deep blue sea? Tell me, oh, I hate this Pain. Feeling numb, numb, numb, numb. Cut the crap, I'm so done, done, Done, done. Maybe someday, maybe someo-o-o-one. Maybe feel something. Chase what I was running from. Hard to love, hard to give. Hard to take, hard to live. Hard to lie, hard to forgive. In love, hard to believe. Hard to love, hard to give. Hard to take, hard to live. Hard to lie, hard to forgive. In love, hard to believe. Anything to crave you, breathe you in and out. For a reason, feel alive. Anything but dead, that's me through and Through. I Think I've Had too much take.