Death In My Pocket E

I got death in my pocket and nothing but Time. All these bones in the closet, In the back of my mind. I just leave 'em there, I don't even care, No. Holding up a flare, I could use a Prayer, oh. I got death in my pocket, but I feel So alive. Don't know why, but it feels like My world is crashing down. I just bought a brand... Fuck. How much darkness does take to get this Flashy? Don't know why, but it feels like my world Is crashing down. I just bought a brand new Car, I wanna crash it now. How much darkness did it take to get this Flashy now? I lose a piece of my soul When the cameras flash, so I'm just asking every Fan who's questioning my passion, thinking I'm Caught up in fashion or that I forgot my Past to understand that I'm just a dropout, I Don't have the answers. I became a dad so Young, I ain't know how to use them Pampers. Baby mamas food stamps kept my stomach full. I had to make a plan 'cause now my Family needed me to make it rapping. Me and Slim back at that address, hundred Twenty-eight, we trapping. Writing lyrics down on Napkins, room so small we share a mattress. Look what happened. I got death in my pocket And nothing but time. All these bones in the closet, In the back of my mind. I just leave 'em there, I don't even care, No. Holding up a flare, I could use a Prayer, oh. I got death in my pocket, but I feel So alive. Don't know how I get so high, But I'm not passing out. I guess the drugs are in my blood, hope I don't pass it down. Hope I'm alive to See my baby get her cap and gown 'cause Doctors told my daddy won't be here a year From now. Yeah, my first reaction is punching the Wall until it's cracking. Both my knuckles Shattered, don't ask what the fuck's the matter. I've been battling the fact I lost my closest To cancer. The only thing she asked was for Me and him to get closer, but I hung Up too fast, went to sleep, and then she Passed. You've been silent seven years, it took that To get us back. We all needed second chances. I've been bottling the sadness. I guess I'm just happy that we finally got To bury shit before the casket. I got death in my pocket and nothing but Time. All these bones in the closet, In the back of my mind. I just leave 'em there, I don't even care, No. Holding up a flare, I could use a Prayer, oh. I got death in my pocket, but I feel So alive. I think I'm ready to die tonight. It's fucked up 'cause I ain't lived half my Life. I saw the devil and passed him like, "You tryna fuck up my afterlife," But I don't even care, you can keep me There, yeah. Holding up a flare, I needed a Prayer, yeah. I got death in my pocket, But I feel So Alive