Burning Memories E

Yeah. This one's for the mama that I never Knew. I took acid just to burn all of My memories of you. I guess now I really wanna know the truth. How'd you leave your only child at nine for Another dude? Took that pain and punched my father In the stomach till he bled. Hit the store and stole a forty and took That shit to the head. All the years that You ignored me left me sleepless in the bed. I hope daddy got some kids because your only Son is dead. My revenge, got it in the End. I'm so hard to reach, you won't see Me again. I spent twenty years waiting on the Stairs. Now I'm finished thinking anyone'll ever Hear these prayers. If I die before I wake, Smoke me out at heaven's gate. Bring me back to life on Sunday, pour me Up the devil's drink. Wake up, go to work On Monday, grind it out for seven straight. You showed me that just because we're blood, don't Mean we relate. All my dark days came in The summer. All my thoughts changed, Now I'm the loner. Everything stayed, you were the runner. Watched the train go away through the tunnels. Hold up, stack my money up just for a Rainy day. Play with MGK and I will pull Up where you stay. Yeah. I'd die for my brother, I don't have nothing To say. No. I died when my baby mama Told me I was fake. Damn. I got real shooters, they ain't worried about A case. Whoa. I got people talkin' but won't Say shit to my face. Yeah. EST for life, my opps all rollin' in They grave. See me doin' good, I put that Work in like a slave. Work. Up all night, mind cloudy, Don't be spooked. If I show you love, then Will you always tell the truth? Feel like I'm goin' crazy, couldn't trust no one But you. Suicidal thoughts keep tellin' me, "Jump off the roof." If I die tonight, know I ain't got nothin' To prove. CSI gon' say we was the realest In the room. Fuck with mine, I kill 'cause I got everything to lose. Fuck with mama, you know what I'll do. Yeah. If I die before I wake, smoke me Out at heaven's gate. Smoke Bring me back to Life on Sunday, pour me up the devil's drink. Wake up, go to work on Monday, grind it Out for seven straight. You showed me that just because we're blood, don't Mean we relate. All my dark days came in The summer. All my thoughts changed, Now I'm the loner. Everything stayed, you were the runner. Watched the train go away through the tunnels. Ooh, the memories Whoa. Keep playin' on repeat Yeah. I burn 'em all so I can start sleepin' Whoa. And all the pain, I make it good. I wouldn't change the past if I could. These memories Whoa. They won't get the best of me Yeah. Ooh.