Darkness Live

Inconsequential. I'm scared of swimming in the sea With dark shapes moving under me. And every fear I swallow Makes me small. Inconsequential things occur. Alarms are triggered, memories stir. It's not the way it has to be. I'm afraid of what I do not know. I hate being undermined. I'm afraid I can't be devil man. And I'm scared to be divine. Don't mess with me, my fuse is short. Believe me skin is fragments cracked. When I allow it to be, There's no control over me. I have my fears, But they do not have me. Walking through the undergrowth To the house in the woods. The deeper I go, The darker it gets. I peer through the window, Knock at the door. And the monster I was So afraid of lies Curled up on the floor. He's curled up on the floor Just like a baby boy. Crying till I love. I'm afraid of being murdered with my balls Trapped in a pan. I'm afraid of loving women and I'm scared of Loving men. Flashbacks coming in every night. Don't tell me everything's all right. When I allow it to be, There's no control over me. I own my fear So it doesn't own me. Walking through the undergrowth To the house in the woods. The deeper I Go, The darker it gets. I Peer Through Window, knock at the door. And the monster I was So afraid of Lies curled up on the floor. He's curled up on the floor Just like a baby boy. Crying till I love.