Darkness New Blood Version

I'm scared of swimming in the sea With dark Shapes moving under me Every fear I swallow makes me small Inconsequential things occur Alarms are triggered, Memories stir It's not the way it has to be I'm afraid of what I do not know I Hate being undermined I'm afraid I can't be Devil man I'm scared to be divine Don't mess with me, my fuse is short Beneath This skin, these fragments call Will I allow it to be? There's no control over me I have my fears But they do not have me Walking Through the undergrowth To the house in the woods The deeper I go, The darker it gets I peer through the Window Knock at the door And the monster I was So afraid of Lies curled up on the floor Is curled up on the floor Just like a baby boy I cry 'til I laugh I'm afraid of being mothered With my balls shut In the pen Afraid of loving women And I'm scared of loving Men With flashbacks coming in every night Don't tell me Everything's alright Will I allow it to be? There's no control over me I own my fear So it doesn't own me Walking through the undergrowth To the house in the woods The deeper I go, The darker it gets I peer through the window Knock at the door And the monster I was So afraid of Lies curled up on the Floor Is curled up on the floor Just like a baby boy I Cry Until I laugh