Fatherless E

Yeah. Yeah, yeah. Aye. I know. Miss you down here. Yeah. Go with my. Look. Always been different. Worried 'bout fittin' in. Don't wanna do this alone. Pick up the phone, just me and my thoughts I'm sittin' in. I wish Heaven had visitin' hours. I treat these verses like voicemails. I know you watchin' in the land far beyond. Pick up where you left off, takin' it far Beyond. This more than just rap to me. This like an uncompleted mission was just passed to Me. Weight on my shoulders like boulders, I hold it. It's heavy, but I walk around Smilin', don't show it. Yeah, I never forget the day you left. 5 AM, I got the news. 8 AM, I'm in school. I never knew, was I in shock or was It stress? They say a man ain't a man Until he lose a parent. I didn't get it then, but now I understand It. Nothin' to fall back on, no security blankets. In a world so cold, so froze. Jumped off the porch at 13 years old. Learnin' how to be a man on my own 'cause there's certain shit that mama don't know. Ain't nobody talked to me 'bout fuckin' on hoes. That's a conversation me and you was s'posed to Have. Now I'm 13, figure this shit out on Your own. A shorty for the night versus a Shorty that's a wife. I know you proud that I ain't take the Route you chose. Servin' shit to get us food And clothes. Me and my lil' bro, shit, Sis too, still lookin' out. I found God, never met Him, but I did Meet Hov. I know you watchin' in the land Far beyond. Pick up where you left off, Takin' it far beyond. Complete the mission, that's the mission. Hope you say you proud once I see you In them clouds. Yeah. Aye. Yeah, yeah. I know.