I Miss You Mum E

Don't you go go Leaving me Don't you leave me, mama I need you more Than ever I need you in my presence To Take me through this weather Mom, I miss you Yes, I wish that you could hear me Mom, I miss you Yes, I wish that I could Kiss you Miss you dearly I feel you near Me And now I'm clean, I see things clearly I miss you dearly And as I write this Song, I get a little teary This warm feeling Comes over me I know it's you near me I'm no longer fear-y You know and I am Growing in my own recovery I know you are Above me Sending love to me It's lovely I Feel your spirit hugging me and touching me But If there's one thing that is bugging me It's Why the Lord, He took you from my presence It weren't pleasant I was only seven when you Went to Heaven Hospital visits, I don't forget 'em I wish that I get to tell 'em For Them doctors to go fuck themselves I like to Cut myself, it fucking helps Your mom is dying, They're lying I'm in the back of my nan's Car and I'm praying I'm saying, I'm saying, "Please don't take her Can you save her? Can you make her fine?" Don't you go Don't you go Leaving me Leaving me Don't you leave me, Mama I need you more than ever I need You in my presence To take me through this Weather To through Don't you go Don't you go Leaving me Leaving me Don't you leave me, Mama I need you more than ever I need You you in my presence To take through this Weather To I remember the time when you was Leaving Twenty-something years and I'm still Grieving The pain ain't easing The only one I Needed to believe in me was leaving I held Your hand that day and it was freezing I Kissed you on the cheek as they pulled back The sheets Your heart no longer beats And as I say goodbye to my mummy I get a Feeling in my tummy Goodbye, Mummy I love you And I don't know what I'm gonna do without You But I gotta get through and stay true To myself and to you In my heart, In my mind I can fly to the sky And say hi Please don't cry You was good, You was strong You was kind, you was blessed No more stress, you're the best You're my mum And growing up without you was so hard It Blew my mind apart Left a hole inside my Heart from the start Such a tragedy, How can it be? broken melody I was always Out my mind so I don't have to live Inside reality Don't you go Don't you go Leaving me Leaving me Don't you leave me, Mama I need you more than ever I need You in my presence To me through this weather To take weather Don't you go Don't you go Leaving me Leaving me Don't you leave me, mama I need You more than ever I need you more in My presence To take me through this weather this I was singled out and selected To be that Kid that was rejected Education was affected My home Life was hectic My dad was drinking, thinking he Had it under control But no, them pricks, they Bashed and we're the poem Once again, left me On my own and all alone My Aunt Vanessa, Bless her Tried to take me under her wing But I was rejecting everything and everyone These Last past few years have been so freaking heavy, Mum But I'm your son and I'm a soldier I'ma turn over a new leaf and keep growing Show you I am decent I'ma show you I Am worth it I know that I'm not perfect But I know that I deserve it That life Is not for me no more I had enough And went to rehab And in rehab, I lost My poor dad It made me mad and angry, Sad and bitter But I am David fucking Hooker And I ain't no quitter I'ma get up and Destroy this mic Mum and Dad, I think about You daily, nightly, all my life Don't you go Don't you go Leaving me Leaving me Don't you leave me, Mama I need you more than ever I need You you in my presence To take me through This weather weather Don't you go Don't you go Leaving Leaving me Don't you leave me, mama I need you more Than ever I need you in my presence To Take me through this weather To take me Don't You go Don't you go Leaving me Leaving me Don't you leave me, mama I need you more Than ever I I need you in my presence To take me through this weather To take through Weather Don't you go Don't you go Leaving me Leaving me Don't you leave mama I need you More than ever I need you in my presence To take me through this weather Don't you go Don't you go Leaving me Leaving me Don't you Leave me, mama I need you more than ever I need you in my presence To take me Through this weather To take Don't You Go