I Miss You Mum (Radio Edit)

Don't you go Leaving me. Don't you leave me, mama. I need you more than ever. I need you in my presence to take me Through this Mom, I miss you. Yes, I wish that you could hear me. Mom, I miss you. Yes, I wish that I Could kiss you. Miss you dearly. I feel you near me, and now I'm clean, I see things clearly. I miss you dearly, And as I write this song, I get a Little teary. This warm feeling comes over me. I know it's you near me. I'm no longer fear-y. I know when I am growing in my own Recovery. I know you are above me, Sending love to me. It's lovely. I feel your spirit hugging me and touching me. But if there's one thing that is bugging me, It's why the Lord, He took you from my Presence. It weren't pleasant. I was only seven when you went to Heaven. Hospital visits, I don't forget 'em. I wish that I'd get to tell 'em all Them doctors to go themselves. I like to cut myself, get dose. Your mom is dying, they're lying. I'm in the back of my nan's car and I'm praying, I'm saying, I'm saying, "Please don't Take her. Can you save her? Can you make her fine?" Don't you go. Don't you go. Leaving me. Leaving me. Don't you leave me, mama. I need you more than ever. I need you you in my presence to take Me through this weather. Weather. Don't you go. Don't you go. Leaving me. Leaving me. Don't you leave me, mama. I need you more than ever. I need you I need in my presence to Take me through this weather. I remember the time when you was leaving. 20-something years and I'm still grieving. The pain ain't easing. The only one I needed to believe in me Was leaving. I held your hand that day and It was freezing. I kissed you on the cheek as they pulled Back the sheets. Your heart no longer beats, and As I say goodbye to my mummy, I get A feeling in my tummy. Goodbye, Mummy. I love you, and I don't know What I'm gonna do without you, but I gotta Get through and stay true to myself and to You. In my heart, in my mind, I can Fly to the sky and say hi. Please don't cry. You was good, you was strong, You was kind, you was blessed. No more stress. You're the best. You're my mum, and growing up without you was So hard. It blew my mind apart, Left a hole inside my heart from the start. Such a tragedy, how can it be? A broken melody. I was always out my mind, so I don't Have to live inside reality. Don't you go. Don't you go. Leaving me. Leaving me. Don't you leave me, Mama. I need you more than ever. I need you in my presence to take me Through this weather. Take me this weather. Don't you go. Don't you go. Leaving me. Leaving me. Don't you leave me, mama. I need you more than ever. I need you in my presence to take me Through this weather. I was singled out and selected to be that Kid that was rejected. Education was affected. My home life was hectic. My dad was drinking, thinking he had it under Control, but no, them they bashed and read a Poem once again. Left me on my own and all alone. My Aunt Vanessa, bless her, tried to take me Under her wing, but I was rejecting everything and Everyone. These last past few years have been so Freaking heavy, Mum, but I'm your son and I'm A soldier. I'ma turn over a new leaf and Keep growing, show you I am decent. I'ma show you I am worth it. I know that I'm not perfect, but I know That I deserve it. That life is not for Me no more. I had enough and went to Rehab, and in rehab, I lost my poor dad. It made me mad and angry, sad and bitter, But I am David Booker and I ain't no Quitter. I'ma get up and destroy this mic. Mum and Dad, I think about you daily, nightly, All my life. Don't you go. Don't you go. Leaving me. Leaving me. Don't you leave me, mama. I need you more than ever. I need you you in my presence to take Me through this weather. To weather. Don't you go. Don't you go. Leaving me. Don't you leave me, mama. I need you more than ever. I need you more than ever. I Need you in my presence to take me through This weather. To Don't you go. Don't you go. Leaving me. Leaving me. Don't you leave me, mama. I need you more than ever. I need you in my presence to take me Through this weather. Don't you go. Don't you go. Leaving me. Leaving me. Don't you leave me, Mama. I need you more than ever. I need you in my presence to take me Through this weather. To through weather.