PRETENDING NOTHINGS WRONG

Waking on a whiskey haze. Sleeping, waking, fucked both ways. Hope I didn't call you late. Remember now you weren't awake. How'd I get home? Where's the damn phone? Turn onto my side, I'm straight. Wallet's by the bed, I'm safe. Stop the fucking world, I'm flayed. What a fucking mess I've made. Nights that sabotage my days. Maybe that's the way I'm made. Jeep that never had no brakes, no. Can't make it to the bed till the weight's Gone. Praying I'm a man when I wake up. When I wake up. Pretending love's a drum. Pretending love's a drum. When all the time, Your pain goes on. Buckle at the bathroom weight. Swore I wouldn't wake up late. Slip into the past, it's fate. Fingers in my throat, fish bait. And that's the eggs gone. And that's the legs gone. Forehead on the floor, I'm straight. Face against the tiles, I'm saved. Stop the fucking world, I'm flayed. What a fucking mess I've made. What a fucking mess I've made. Pretending love's a drum. Pretending love's a drum. When all the time, Your pain goes on. Don't look now, But your loneliness is showing. It's in your face, girl. The heartaches are glowing. Hello? All right, Baron. Story, man. Where the hell were you last night? Where the fuck were we? You I don't even know where we are, m- Were, man. Jesus. Where said you were the toilet, you just Disappeared. Oh, Jesus, man. You were going to the toilet. You disappeared. Was I with someone or by, by Myself or? I don't fucking remember anything, Baron. You're mad, man. You know that, yeah? No. Jesus. gonna die. You gotta stop mixing drinks, Man. You gotta stop mixing the drinks. Jesus Christ, man. I don't fucking remember Anything, Baron. Oh, Jesus. I'm gonna die. Oh, Jesus. Yo, I told you we were going. You still alive? No.