Believe in Myself

When I fall asleep, I Sink too deep into My own despair. And every night I think That I'm wasting my Precious time. I'm so tired of trying. Time is running out. Break the illusions in my head. Give me a chance to believe in myself. When I close my eyes, it feels like the Sky is falling on me. I guess I'm just tired. I keep lying that I'm fine, but My heart is on fire. Time is running out. I won't make it. How much time do I have left? What will I leave behind? This time won't leave my mind. I'm so tired of trying. Time is running out. Break the illusions in my head. Give me a chance to believe in myself. Believe in myself. What should I do, God? I can hardly breathe. I'm running out. I have to change this. Change this. Change this. I'm so tired of trying. Time is running out. Break the illusions in my head. Give me a chance to believe in myself. I'm so tired of trying. Lost in all this doubt, silent Doubts that I fear. Give me a chance to believe in myself. Believe in Myself. Believe in myself. I'm So Tired trying. Time is running out. Break the illusions in my head. Give me a chance to believe in myself. Believe in myself