I Hate Myself E

I cry, But no one hears. Nobody notices under the mask of Joker. The darkness that only I can see comes from The depths Of my mind. The voices in my head say I'm Not alone, But that's a bullshit. At work, Drinking with friends, In bed with women, I still feel lonely. Love is a lie. Love is a fake. My serenity comes to an end. I wanna hate you somewhere deep inside, But I still love you and hate myself for That. I wanna hate you, but now I know The only one I hate, I Hate Is myself. Wherever I go, I'm always alone. I don't give a fuck, I can do this On my own. Alcohol and nicotine are the only Thing I need. Spit in the face if you don't like me. I hate back 'cause I'm not righteous, But I think that's more than fair. I'm dead inside and no one cares. Love is a lie. Love is a fake. My serenity comes to an end. Love is a lie. My smile is a fake. My serenity comes to an end. I wanna hate you somewhere deep inside, But I still love you and hate myself for That. I wanna hate you, but now I know The only one I hate, I Hate. Hate you somewhere deep inside, But I still love you and hate myself for That. I wanna hate you, but now I know The only one I hate, I Hate is myself.