Nothing But Alone

I'm doubting myself and I'm choking in this insecurity. So proud of what I've earned and so small in what I'm meant to be. The days keep passing, It feels the same again, It kills from inside but I know the one to blame. Don't bother taking another useless chance. You're done you're wasted drowning in despair. I've lost my senses And faith in myself I tried to have Turns out to be in vain. I prayed to angels, My dear, for you I tried to be A better man. I'm sick of getting older And stuck here being prepared To cope with lots of things I'm about to do But should have done these years. So desperate to get over My fear of midnight calls, Disintegrated I feel buried in these walls. I've lost my senses And faith in myself I tried to have Turns out to be in vain. I prayed to angels, My dear, for you I tried to be A better man. I don't belong this way But still I hope you let me be the one who's gonna turnover your life. I wish I'll never let you down! I wish I'll never let you down! I wish I will be a better man, Wish I could, I will!