The Most Hurtful Thing

There were a few, but Well the earliest one was when I was in school I was told multiple times As if it was a bad thing, that I was fat. And that was something I was told since I was really young. And that was used against me in a really negative way, And I was told I was ugly That I looked like I was an old woman That I would only get uglier That I was, yeah, all those things The most hurtful thing Someone has ever said to me was I don't want you. I don't want you And my mom said to me I don't know what's wrong with me That I make children like this That I wasn't smart Don't quit your day job I think the most hurtful thing That somebody's ever said to me Is probably just growing up In a real evangelical situation Where I was told I would spend an eternity In hell if I didn't do some mysterious magical thing It was very, it was quite confusing at the time And, you know, it's still in there My father once said to me I think the most hurtful thing anyone has ever said to me is that I am insane Can you believe that?