Bats for Breakfast

How come it always ends up like this? Sometimes it just ain't worth the stress. The sun will be up soon, I guess. Why's my heart beating out of my chest? Every day is Halloween in my mind, And it's always three AM. Can't trust myself after a few drinks. I'm so glad I ain't got no friends. What if I'm just a huge asshole? The voices all think so, too, too. How did it end up like this? I swear I didn't mean to. What do I have to prove? What do I have to lose? It all goes dark for a few hours. I'll just wait for the sunrise. How did it end up like this? I've had enough of this place. I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do. I just know I'm not gonna be a better Me just because you want me to. And the truth is, I don't even know what To say. I'm just tryna wait for the sunrise. So I can see the look on your face When you see me. I don't know what to do.