When i was 18

I used to believe in easy Didn't flinch, didn't second-guess No ghosts in my head yet Just a girl who hadn't learned regret Now I brace for the worst in the calm Every silence feels like something's wrong Wish you met me When I was eighteen Before the wreckage Before they taught me To doubt everything Wish I met you When I was eighteen Still soft, still certain So pure and unbroken Met me, met me Before I learned to run Met me, met me Before I turned to stone Now I read your silence like a threat Brace for goodbye 'fore you even leave It's not you, it's every hand before you That taught this heart to disbelieve Now I brace for the worst in the calm Every silence feels like something's wrong Wish you met me When I was eighteen Before the wreckage Before they taught me To doubt everything Wish I met you When I was eighteen Still soft, still certain So pure and unbroken Met me, met me Before I learned to run Met me, met me Before I turned to stone Love used to be simple Now I check the exits in the room Not that I don't trust you I don't trust who I turned into Wish you met me When I was eighteen Before the wreckage Before they taught me To doubt everything Wish I met you When I was eighteen Still soft, still certain So pure and unbroken (Met unbroken)